LOFT #9 Piggy

As we walked down mountain I had an uneasy feeling in my stomach. I looked up, there was a corpulent figure at the top. i began to sweat. I could feel my knees becoming week, my asthma kicking in. This beast will destroy our little society, this beast will kill us all.
It got darker and we lit a fire, it's phosphorescence was magnificent. I could feel tension among all of us around the fire. We ate meat, sang, but there was still an uneasy feeling, fear. I watched as Jack and the others pretended to kill a pig, by trapping Roger, he was so scared.
A dark figure sprinted down the hill, Jack screamed,
"It's the real beast!" Everyone sprinted to the figure, jabbed him with their sticks. When all the madness subsided, we could see plain, and clear who we just killed. It was Simon. I gasped. I tried not to scream. Everyone was resorting to the lowest form of themselves, we were becoming animals.

LOTF #5 Piggy

Still I am of the tortured and ridiculed. I am a one man army in this place they call "our island." Lamentation sometimes rises out of me when I am alone. Jack...Jack is undescribable, ludicrous, that is how I think of him. Completely ludicrous. All I hear are people muttering "shut up", but they don't know what I am capable of. They will see...
There is no decorum here, except from me. Yesterday everybody looked at me tempestuously like they wanted me to hit jack as he grinned jeeringly. I wanted to hit him, but I am afraid. I hope I will survive long enough to see the day that we leave this Island. I hate it here!

Lord of the flies#1

My insecurity is catching up with me. Ralph doesn't understand how just the word "Piggy" stings my very core. It was hard enough being the fat boy so why did they have to rub it in my face? I just cannot escape from the cruel torment of other boys. Even on an Island I am "the fatty" or "Piggy." No one will ever find us here. We might as well make the best of this crummy island. I wish I could help the others but my asthma.....I hate this. Why does Ralph get to be the leader? I am just as smart or even smarter than he is! He is just a dumb pretty boy, just like the boys were at school. He humiliated me in front of all the other boys! It was my idea to blow the conch so why does he get the credit?