Tuesday, September 23, 2008

LOTF #6 Ralph

These incompetent children are driving me crazy! I try so hard to be the leader but they just won't listen. The littleuns run around flalling their limbs jabbering about some kind of leviathan. It's sheer pandemonium. Sometimes I just don't know what to do.
Since I felt in a waxy, I stood up to the kids mutinously, waiting until they finally got the point. Diffedently the children put away their pride and finally paid attention. I'll tell you, these kids will probably end up eating guano with the ways things are going right now. Thank god that I am here.

Monday, September 22, 2008

LOTF #5 Piggy

Still I am of the tortured and ridiculed. I am a one man army in this place they call "our island." Lamentation sometimes rises out of me when I am alone. Jack...Jack is undescribable, ludicrous, that is how I think of him. Completely ludicrous. All I hear are people muttering "shut up", but they don't know what I am capable of. They will see...
There is no decorum here, except from me. Yesterday everybody looked at me tempestuously like they wanted me to hit jack as he grinned jeeringly. I wanted to hit him, but I am afraid. I hope I will survive long enough to see the day that we leave this Island. I hate it here!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

LOTF #4 Jack

Every day my heart turns colder. The lust for murder is driving me insane. That stupid Piggy is trying to stop me... well I'll kill him! Ralph is all about himself. He should be grateful that I got him meat. Haha, it was so sweet to watch that filthy creature struggle. I felt an overwhelming satisfaction as it drowned in its own blood and fear. Pathetic creature. I hate these kids. They don't respect me. Simon, the idiot, he wouldn't even eat the pig I worked so hard for. I would kill everyone. We need meat, more meat. I will hunt until everyone dies.

*no vocabulary- I was sick

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

LOTF # 3 SIMON

I am supposed to be "the helper" but I cant be everywhere at once. Today I was helping build shelters on our Island. Ralph kept getting mad because I kept running to help the littleuns. I reached through the flowing tendrils of the trees and gave fruit to the small children who couldn't reach it themselves. "Do this! Do that!" That is all I ever hear. I try to keep my cool, stay quiet, but sometimes it really gets to me.
That day, when the little boy died, my heart turned inside out. My guts felt like they were slowly ripping open my stomach. The contrite look on Ralph's face only made the situation worse. If they would have just listened. Those imbeciles burnt the whole Island, and the little boy. My inscrutable ways have to change, I need to speak up. The sound of the littleuns feet sounds like castanet, pounding into the ground, they brings joy to my heart. Sometimes the compulsion to just scream at the others over powers me. But I have to stay calm.

Monday, September 15, 2008

LOTF # 2 Ralph

Today all hell broke loose. I walk through the group of kids with a martyred expression on my face. All these kids are hyper focusing on every word that comes out of my mouth. I know how to tell people what to do but not how to do it. I lit the whole forest on fire. All these kids are much too officious, and Piggy. He is getting on my last nerve. He tries so hard to rise to my level. That kid, that kid with the birth mark on his face, the one who was so quiet yet filled with ebullience might just be dead.
I can't keep track of everyone. I need to step up a little bit, really take hold of this situation. While I wait for my daddy to rescue me I really need to control these kids. These errant people will not settle down. Do they want to die? The kid with the birth mark could have been burned alive while the others were capering around the fire. I need to induce these kids to believe that we are being rescued, but i am not too sure myself.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Lord of the flies#1

My insecurity is catching up with me. Ralph doesn't understand how just the word "Piggy" stings my very core. It was hard enough being the fat boy so why did they have to rub it in my face? I just cannot escape from the cruel torment of other boys. Even on an Island I am "the fatty" or "Piggy." No one will ever find us here. We might as well make the best of this crummy island. I wish I could help the others but my asthma.....I hate this. Why does Ralph get to be the leader? I am just as smart or even smarter than he is! He is just a dumb pretty boy, just like the boys were at school. He humiliated me in front of all the other boys! It was my idea to blow the conch so why does he get the credit?