LOTF #5 Piggy

Still I am of the tortured and ridiculed. I am a one man army in this place they call "our island." Lamentation sometimes rises out of me when I am alone. Jack...Jack is undescribable, ludicrous, that is how I think of him. Completely ludicrous. All I hear are people muttering "shut up", but they don't know what I am capable of. They will see...
There is no decorum here, except from me. Yesterday everybody looked at me tempestuously like they wanted me to hit jack as he grinned jeeringly. I wanted to hit him, but I am afraid. I hope I will survive long enough to see the day that we leave this Island. I hate it here!